A 'Love' Talk

One night ...

I had a chat with one of my girl friends, talking about guys *this is the most fave topic for girls :P

She asked me things she wants to know about guys ... how about this ... how about that ... how do I know if ... why is it like that ... how does it look when I ... How do you know whether ... *standard questions

On the other side, my boy friends also ask me questions about girls *this is also the most favorable topic for guys

They talk about love ... confusing & indescribable. They look for love. They wanna know everything about love.

All those things above make me think:
~ When you find your love ... how does it feel?
~ When you get your soul mate ... then what are you gonna do?
~ When you feel your true love ... is it the end of the conversation?

Hundredth time

Dear my baby boy,

I know you love the movie soooooooo much but I don’t think that I can make it anymore. We’ve been watching that for hundred times this month.

My baby boy … I really wanna accompany you while you are watching movies, but it seems that I don’t wanna make it become the thousand times c”,)

I just have one request: Would you please pick up another title?

*He really likes to watch Disney’s The Cars

18 years ago..

Once upon a night-time..

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Mr.E says:
gw pernah dijambak dan dijewer
haha

Mizz Cicil says:
hahahaha
sapa yg suka jambak lo?

Mr.E says:
sm bu lisa dijewer cambang
bu dede di jambak
sm bu lina disayang
*halahhhh haha
eh iy gw jd ingettt
gw beneran disayanggggggg
gw inget, gw disuruh apa ya yg tiap pagi itu
cek tandatangan ato buku tugas
trus bukatutup lemari dia

Mizz Cicil says:
astaga ... gue aja blank ga inget apa2

Mr.E says:
hihi suddenly i remember that
small part of what i did
hihi iya gak
kl pagi2 biasa disuruh kumpulin apa sih
tdtngn ulangan gitu ya

Mizz Cicil says:
seinget gue dulu lo 'galak' bener

Mr.E says:
galak? masa?

Mizz Cicil says:
iye ... meja pake digaris batas segala
ga boleh lewat
apaan tuh?

Mr.E says:
hah? serius? huahua

Mizz Cicil says:
serius
ada yg msh inget loh sama kelakuan lo dulu
hahahahahaa

Mr.E says:
apa lagi ayoh crita2

Mizz Cicil says:
mmm
rada 'nyolot' juga ... (masa cowok2 galak, sih?)
ya gitu deh, kesenggol dikit, marah

Mr.E says:
ahhhhhhh lu salahhhhhhhh
bukan gw kaliiiiiiiii
bukan erwin guaaaaaaaa kan ada lagi erwin yg laennnnnnnn

Mizz Cicil says:
hahahahaha ga ngakuuuuuu
erwin yg tulisannya kaya 'rumput' itu kan cuma satu
beli penggaris panjang trs ditaro di tengah2 meja buat bates
pake ngancem "kalo lewat bates ini ... awas lo yah!!!"
hihihihih

Mr.E says:
lu exxxxxxxxxxageratingggg
huahuahua
astaga.. did i do that ?

Mizz Cicil says:
trs kl dapet ulg / PR /PS yg udah dinilai
lgs cepet2 diumpetin ke tas
takut diliat nilainya .... hahahahaha

Mr.E says:
ahhh ngibulllllllll
haha
*in denial mode

Mizz Cicil says:
beneran
ingetan gue masih tajeeeeeem

Mr.E says:
hihi
ingetnya yang jelek2 nih
penggaris
ngancem
ngumpetin pr

Mizz Cicil says:
hahahahaha

Mr.E says:
haha why did i do that..

Mizz Cicil says:
krn lo ga mau nilai lo diliat orang
apalagi yg lo anggep 'saingan'
gitchuu

Mr.E says:
lu ya saingan gw ?
haha oh my my.. lucunya gua duluu haha

Mizz Cicil says:
ga tau deh ... kan lo yg anggep
gue kan ga ngerasaaaa

Mr.E says:
hihi
ahhhhhhhhhhhh mau back to the past
brp taon lalu tuh ya
20 ya

Mizz Cicil says:
iya kali ... lupa...
lucu yah kl inget2 lagi
tingkah anak2 kecil suka aneh

Mr.E says:
iya sih
br brasa aneh

Mizz Cicil says:
hahaha
ntar jangan cengar cengir pas pulang
inget penggaris
batas meja
umpetin kertas ulg

Mr.E says:
i still cant believe
it was me
huahua

Mizz Cicil says:
hahahaha lo inget2 lagi deh
sapa tau ada enlightenment about ur past

Mr.E says:
lu salah org kali
gw yakin lu salah orang
haha

Mizz Cicil says:
kaga
berani jamin
*ih .. masih ga ngaku
hahahaha

Mr.E says:
wekk

Mizz Cicil says:
ngancemnya pake bisik2
supaya ga kedengeran guru
wakakakakakaa

Mr.E says:
hah boong luu haha
hmm kayanya percakapan hr ini
boleh dimasukin blog
haha

Mizz Cicil says:
hahaha
lo masukin deh


*eh, beneran dimasukkin blog c",)

Thanks to Mr.E for the editing process

Sometimes I ...

Sometimes I don't like myself and it's making me sad
Sometimes I don't want to go to where we first met
Sometimes I don't want to remember all the things we've done
Coz sometimes when I do that I get this pain inside
And I want to run...

Run to where I'm safe from harm
Safe from all the things you've told me
Run away from all this pain
Coz you were never there to hold me

Sometimes I don't know myself and I feel surprised
About the things that I did to keep you until I realized
That you were never there for me when I needed you the most
Although I'm free ... can do what I want
I still ask myself what I've lost ...

Where were you when I needed you when I felt too bad?
Where have you been in my darkest hours when I felt so sad?
That I could not be in your arms
Sometimes I know it hurts, sometimes I feel deserted
But where were you when I needed you?
Same Old Blues ...


*Gil

The Past

I often wonder what "The Past" really is.

Do I have to forget all of things happened in my past and just walk away?
Do I have to remember all those things and keep them inside my head?
Do I have to ignore and pretend that those things never existed?
Do I have to regret all those things I did and those I didn't do?
Sometimes I want to remember but I forget
Sometimes I want to forget but I remember
When I want to remember, I think I want to forget
When I want to forget, I think I want to remember


It's complicated ... or do I make it complicated?