I think I need to take a break from this life. Life is not as easy as I always think. I try to think positively as usual, but sometimes I find out that life is not easy.

Memories ... are the only things that make me happy. They are precious to me. Without memories, my life would be empty.

The present ... is the only thing that makes me think. Thinking of how I will survive. Thinking of how I will arrange my life. Wondering of how my life will be.

The future ... is the only thing that can surprise me. No one can think what life will be. No one can predict the future.

Regret ... is the only thing I wanna avoid.
I don't wanna regret my life. Nor try to change what had happened to me. Although the world is not fair to me, I will try to understand why.